i just fought with my brother. crying my eyes out. i hate confronting people. it sucks. the moment i start answering back. tears come gushing out. wth man. then. i read my other blog. and, guess what.. after reading xuan's post and freda's tags, i started laughing like a mad idiot, i can see your amused faces. for, those of you who can imagine anyways. you girls always crack me up. well, i miss you guys like crazy. xuan, i'm scared that we can't have our study date tomorrow.. cause tmr is like election day, and it's a public holiday. and, my parents will be home. and i know i'm gonna get screwed by them later. again. well, this is getting boring. i think im just going to fail my midterms. i think i screwed chinese. i had not enough time at all. and, i think i'm losing my life. i spent bloody four hours at math tuition today. i officially have no life. then, guess what. when me and brother came home, almost simultaneously. the first thing we did was argue. this was another big one man. i'm just happy i didn't end up getting whacked by him. i have my sister to thank for that. he wouldn't hit me in front of anyone. bloody arse. i hate him. i seriously do. and, i don't hate people at all. he is just one unreasonable little arse, with tonnes of pent up anger. i want to give in to him, but, i have been doing that for the whole year. you know, there's just so much one person can take.

i think the whole world is out to get me.

manda;

lifeless and cold.